“I am seduced by trains. When one moans in the
night like some
dragon gone lame, I rise and put on my
grandfather's suit. I pack a
small bag, step out onto the porch, and wait in
the darkness. I rest
the darkness. I rest
my broad-brimmed hat on my knee. To a
passerby I'm a curious
passerby I'm a curious
sight—a solitary man sitting in the night.
There's something
There's something
unsettling about a traveler who doesn't know
where he's headed.
where he's headed.
You can't predict his next move. In a week you
may receive a
may receive a
postcard from Haiti. Madagascar. You might
turn on your
turn on your
answering machine and hear his voice amid the
tumult of a
tumult of a
Bangkok avenue. All afternoon you feel the
weight of the things
weight of the things
you've never done. Don't think about it too
much. Everything
much. Everything
starts to sound like a train."
David Shumate, “Trains"